Steven, I wish you the best in your quest for truth. Always allow YHWH to speak to you and draw you close. Obviously, I am not in complete agreement with the change you are making but I'm not silly enough to think my words will change anything. I truly can say, even though we've exchanged some less-than-friendly words, that I care for you.
C.S. Lewis said that the man who seeks peace will never find it, but the man who seeks truth will find both truth and peace. And that is all any of us can wish for.
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.