I know letting a child go is heartbreaking even if you know that they will be going to parents who love and want them. It is even harder when you know they are going back into a situation that was so bad they were already removed once. But murder as a solution?
How does your mind even go there?
That’s precisely the Big Lie about abortion.
They tell you ; just abort it and move on with your life.
They never mention the decades of self-loathing and guilt that follows. No matter how successful you get. No matter how many wonderful healthy children you have later. You still pray, almost every day, that God will forgive you.