The men who faced those odds in war did it on their own - when you are in a situation like that, it’s your own character that really gets you through, not whether anyone is behind you or not. It’s YOU and YOUR skin ultimately on the line, and YOUR character that carries you through.
You don’t seem to have a very tough ‘skin’.
“In this life soon to pass”
“Only what one did for Christ Yeshua will last”
I just see reality for what it is, not what I want it to be.
No amount of grit is going to change the terminal rot within. You will not change people who have been indoctrinated from birth that the internal combustion engine is the end of world or that there are 79 genders or that killing babies is health care. The television and Internet have completely destroyed any chance of reaching this new majority…again, you cannot view this as taking Iwo Jima, you cannot shell and bomb this enemy. You can have skin tougher than a 20 year old rhinoceros, it will not matter to the rot eating away this society.