Posted on 02/24/2017 1:30:38 AM PST by T-Bird45
In 2011, I was hired, straight out of college, to work at the White House and eventually the National Security Council. My job there was to promote and protect the best of what my country stands for. I am a hijab-wearing Muslim womanI was the only hijabi in the West Wingand the Obama administration always made me feel welcome and included.
Like most of my fellow American Muslims, I spent much of 2016 watching with consternation as Donald Trump vilified our community. Despite thisor because of itI thought I should try to stay on the NSC staff during the Trump Administration, in order to give the new president and his aides a more nuanced view of Islam, and of America's Muslim citizens.
I lasted eight days.
When Trump issued a ban on travelers from seven Muslim-majority countries and all Syrian refugees, I knew I could no longer stay and work for an administration that saw me and people like me not as fellow citizens, but as a threat.
The evening before I left, bidding farewell to some of my colleagues, many of whom have also since left, I notified Trumps senior NSC communications adviser, Michael Anton, of my departure, since we shared an office. His initial surprise, asking whether I was leaving government entirely, was followed by silencealmost in caution, not asking why. I told him anyway.
I told him I had to leave because it was an insult walking into this countrys most historic building every day under an administration that is working against and vilifying everything I stand for as an American and as a Muslim. I told him that the administration was attacking the basic tenets of democracy. I told him that I hoped that they and those in Congress were prepared to take responsibility for all the consequences that would attend their decisions.
He looked at me and said nothing.
It was only later that I learned he authored an essay under a pseudonym, extolling the virtues of authoritarianism and attacking diversity as a weakness, and Islam as incompatible with the modern West.
My whole life and everything I have learned proves that facile statement wrong.
My parents immigrated to the United States from Bangladesh in 1978 and strove to create opportunities for their children born in the states. My mother worked as a cashier, later starting her own daycare business. My father spent late nights working at Bank of America, and was eventually promoted to assistant vice president at one of its headquarters. Living the American dream, wed have family barbecues, trips to Disney World, impromptu soccer or football games, and community service projects. My father began pursuing his Ph.D., but in 1995 he was killed in a car accident.
I was 12 when I started wearing a hijab. It was encouraged in my family, but it was always my choice. It was a matter of faith, identity, and resilience for me. After 9/11, everything would change. On top of my shock, horror, and heartbreak, I had to deal with the fear some kids suddenly felt towards me. I was glared at, cursed at, and spat at in public and in school. People called me a terrorist and told me, go back to your country.
My father taught me a Bengali proverb inspired by Islamic scripture: When a man kicks you down, get back up, extend your hand, and call him brother. Peace, patience, persistence, respect, forgiveness, and dignity. These were the values Ive carried through my life and my career.
I never intended to work in government. I was among those who assumed the government was inherently corrupt and ineffective. Working in the Obama White House proved me wrong. You cant know or understand what you havent been a part of.
Still, inspired by President Obama, I joined the White House in 2011, after graduating from the George Washington University. I had interned there during my junior year, reading letters and taking calls from constituents at the Office of Presidential Correspondence. It felt surrealhere I was, a 22-year-old American Muslim woman from Maryland who had been mocked and called names for covering my hair, working for the president of the United States.
In 2012, I moved to the West Wing to join the Office of Public Engagement, where I worked with various communities, including American Muslims, on domestic issues such as health care. In early 2014, Deputy National Security Advisor Ben Rhodes offered me a position on the National Security Council (NSC). For two and a half years I worked down the hall from the Situation Room, advising President Obamas engagements with American Muslims, and working on issues ranging from advancing relations with Cuba and Laos to promoting global entrepreneurship among women and youth.
A harsher world began to reemerge in 2015. In February, three young American Muslim students were killed in their Chapel Hill home by an Islamophobe. Both the media and administration were slow to address the attack, as if the dead had to be vetted before they could be mourned. It was emotionally devastating. But when a statement was finally released condemning the attack and mourning their loss, Rhodes took me aside to to tell me how grateful he was to have me there and wished there were more American Muslims working throughout government. Americas government and decision-making should reflect its people.
Later that month, the evangelist Franklin Graham declared that the government had been infiltrated by Muslims. One of my colleagues sought me out with a smile on his face and said, If only he knew they were in the halls of the West Wing and briefed the president of the United States multiple times! I thought: Damn right Im here, exactly where I belong, a proud American dedicated to protecting and serving my country.
Grahams hateful provocations werent new. Over the Obama years, right-wing websites spread an abundance of absurd conspiracy theories and lies, targeting some American Muslim organizations and individualseven those of us serving in government. They called us terrorists, Sharia-law whisperers, or Muslim Brotherhood operatives. Little did I realize that some of these conspiracy theorists would someday end up in the White House.
Over the course of the campaign, even when I was able to storm through the bad days, I realized the rhetoric was taking a toll on American communities. When Trump first called for a Muslim ban, reports of hate crimes against Muslims spiked. The trend of anti-Muslim hate crimes is ongoing, as mosques are set on fire and individuals attackedsix were killed at a mosque in Canada by a self-identified Trump supporter.
Throughout 2015 and 2016, I watched with disbelief, apprehension, and anxiety, as Trumps style of campaigning instigated fear and emboldened xenophobes, anti-Semites, and Islamophobes. While cognizant of the possibility of Trump winning, I hoped a majority of the electorate would never condone such a hateful and divisive worldview.
During the campaign last February, Obama visited a Baltimore mosque and reminded the public that were one American family, and when any part of our family starts to feel separate Its a challenge to our values. His words would go unheeded by his successor.
The climate in 2016 felt like it did just after 9/11. What made it worse was that this fear and hatred were being fueled by Americans in positions of power. Fifth-grade students at a local Sunday school where I volunteered shared stories of being bullied by classmates and teachers, feeling like they didnt belong here anymore, and asked if they might get kicked out of this country if Trump won. I was almost hit by a car by a white man laughing as he drove by in a Costcoparking lot, and on another occasion was followed out of the metro by a man screaming profanities: Fuck you! Fuck Islam! Trump will send you back!
Then, on election night, I was left in shock.
The morning after the election, we lined up in the West Colonnade as Obama stood in the Rose Garden and called for national unity and a smooth transition. Trump seemed the antithesis of everything we stood for. I felt lost. I could not fully grasp the idea that he would soon be sitting where Obama sat.
I debated whether I should leave my job. Since I was not a political appointee, but a direct hire of the NSC, I had the option to stay. The incoming and now departed national security adviser, Michael Flynn, had said things like fear of Muslims is rational. Some colleagues and community leaders encouraged me to stay, while others expressed concern for my safety. Cautiously optimistic, and feeling a responsibility to try to help them continue our work and be heard, I decided that Trump's NSC could benefit from a colored, female, hijab-wearing, American Muslim patriot.
The weeks leading up to the inauguration prepared me and my colleagues for what we thought would come, but not for what actually came. On Monday, January 23, I walked into the Eisenhower Executive Office Building, with the new staffers there. Rather than the excitement I encountered when I first came to the White House under Obama, the new staff looked at me with a cold surprise. The diverse White House I had worked in became a monochromatic and male bastion.
The days I spent in the Trump White House were strange, appalling and disturbing. As one staffer serving since the Reagan administration said, This place has been turned upside down. Its chaos. Ive never witnessed anything like it. This was not typical Republican leadership, or even that of a businessman. It was a chaotic attempt at authoritarianismlegally questionable executive orders, accusations of the press being fake, peddling countless lies as alternative facts, and assertions by White House surrogates that the presidents national security authority would not be questioned.
The entire presidential support structure of nonpartisan national security and legal experts within the White House complex and across federal agencies was being undermined. Decision-making authority was now centralized to a few in the West Wing. Frustration and mistrust developed as some staff felt out of the loop on issues within their purview. There was no structure or clear guidance. Hallways were eerily quiet as key positions and offices responsible for national security or engagement with Americans were left unfilled.
I might have lasted a little longer. Then came January 30. The executive order banning travelers from seven Muslim-majority countries caused chaos, without making America any safer. Discrimination that has existed for years at airports was now legitimized, sparking mass protests, while the president railed against the courts for halting his ban. Not only was this discrimination and un-American, the administrations actions defending the ban threatened the nations security and its system of checks and balances.
Alt-right writers, now on the White House staff, have claimed that Islam and the West are at war with each other. Disturbingly, ISIS also makes such claims to justify their attacks, which for the most part target Muslims. The Administrations plans to revamp the Countering Violent Extremism program to focus solely on Muslims and use terms like radical Islamic terror, legitimize ISIS propaganda and allow the dangerous rise of white-supremacist extremism to go unchecked.
Placing U.S. national security in the hands of people who think Americas diversity is a weakness is dangerous. It is false.
People of every religion, race, ethnicity, sexual orientation, gender, and age pouring into the streets and airports to defend the rights of their fellow Americans over the past few weeks proved the opposite is trueAmerican diversity is a strength, and so is the American commitment to ideals of justice and equality.
American history is not without stumbles, which have proven that the nation is only made more prosperous and resilient through struggle, compassion and inclusiveness. Its why my parents came here. Its why I told my former 5th grade students, who wondered if they still belonged here, that this country would not be great without them.
The hijab is a religious expression of subjugation and obedience to Islam and therefore has no place in the halls of government. It floors me that the left has adopted this head scarf as some type of Che T-shirt...They are truly dangerous idiots.
Like most of my fellow American, I spent much of 2016 watching with consternation as Muslims beheaded non-Muslims.
The hijab is a signal that the wearer is shariah compliant. Not a good thing.
‘...Islam as incompatible with the modern West. My whole life and everything I have learned proves that facile statement wrong.’
But the fact that you left your job helps prove it CORRECT
Yea, she never once mentioned her religious kin slaughtering Christians and calliing for their deaths, or that her religion is responsible for slavery by omission in the New World.
If we take this essay at face-value and accept everything she says it still doesn’t address the basic problem of her ‘community’ harboring those that hate western values to the point of violence in total silence. Instead of attacking the country she professes to love, maybe she should take a hard look at her co-religionists.
What she does not understand is that it is not about her. It is about people who would commit atrocities in the name of her religion. If they succeed, then it WILL be about her. The constitution is not a suicide pact. If we are backed into a corner by Islamic terrorism on our own soil, there will be pressure from all sides to take extreme measures and it will not be good for her and her family. She should want to nip that in the bud. SMH.
I could care less about this person. She’s acting as if she’s a martyr. My advise to her is get a real job, but I’m sure she’s now with a lobby firm or think tank.
When Trump issued a ban on travelers from seven Muslim-majority countries and all Syrian refugees, I knew I could no longer stay and work for an administration that saw me and people like me not as fellow citizens, but as a threat>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
You feel threatened Rumana Ahmed , by our president keeping what happens in Europe from coming to our country? Rumana, you are not an American, and never will be.
I am glad you left the white House. Your message to all of America is : The Umma will never support The Constitution, nor will the Umma report Islamofascists when they manifest inside their own mosques.
A Hijabi who quits like this should keep on going, not to stop in your residence in America, but head for the airport and make a swift return to your family’s point of origin.
One less hostile paranoid in the National Security Council!
Self deported back to Maryland!
Buh bye
PING to weaponized text. Muslim girl quits White House.
Some great tweaks. I smell FReepin on that page.
What is newsworthy with this woman is not that a progressive quit a job but that a progressive actually had a job...although I am providing her the benefit of the doubt in view of the fact that it was a Federal gubmint job.
The entire presidential support structure of nonpartisan national security and legal experts within the White House complex and across federal agencies was being undermined.
The swamp. When the entire presidential support structure is so totally of one philosophy there is no diversity. Now with a mix of the swamp dwellers and new blood it is more diverse.
Diversity does not come from wearing a hijab... or a Rush tie. Diversity comes when you realize that the mind beneath the hijab is closed.
is her job still open? Sounds like a smart boss
Agreed. All these town hall meetings disruptors too are not real. Manufactured leftists.
Articulate Taquiyya.
“In February, three young American Muslim students were killed in their Chapel Hill home by an Islamophobe.”
A lie. From wiki, which leans heavily leftist:
“After initial investigations, a U.S. Attorney for North Carolina said the killings were “not part of a targeted campaign against Muslims”
Much of it is right out of the “progressive” playbook. I suspect a great deal is simply made up, like so many of the fake “hate crimes” we have seen.
Not a single mention of all the attacks done by Muslims. No mention of the Orlando Massacre, for example.
This is bold taqiyya.
Thanks for that info on NC. More fake news, it seems...
Correct!! and would do us in, in a minute.
It’s a sign of a controlled woman behind that costume... controlled by islam, and by the men. Freedoms given up for their god... what a way to live!
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