what was John’s meaning, if you don’t mind?
We have some similar usages in English: we "wrestle with an idea until we pin it down," or "master a concept."
Many modern translations now translate the passage as "the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." or "has not extinguished it" or "will never put it out."
See, for example: http://biblehub.com/john/1-5.htm