God Bless
My thoughts and prayers are with you and Norman... this is as hard, and long, and dark a road as any that anyone walks down.
Do as much as you can; rest when you are able to, eat.
Know this- all that any of us are given- from the mightiest to the humblest- have, is the next day... you face life one single day at a time. Some days are almost unbearable, but you face it, and carry on, and like all things of this world, it, too will pass away.