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Things Seen and Unseen
Crisis Magazine ^ | 8.29.01 | Sam Torode

Posted on 10/12/2001 6:50:14 PM PDT by victim soul

A woman in a white coat walked into the room and flipped on the fluorescent lights, jarring my wife awake. Bethany had been asleep for about half an hour—the longest nap she had managed all day. Though the doctor had ordered her to get plenty of sleep, nurses kept coming in every few minutes to take her temperature and blood pressure.

The day before, we were invited to lunch at a Thai restaurant. When we returned home, Bethany was bothered by a cramp in her side. Blaming the food, she laid down in bed. But after four hours of increasing pain, we left for the emergency room, thinking that it might be appendicitis. We were right, and after a few hours her appendix was removed with no complications (other than some nausea, which, when combined with Thai food, is especially unpleasant).

All this would have been quite routine, except that Bethany was 15 weeks pregnant. As it turned out, the timing was good: a younger, less-established baby might be at risk for miscarriage, while an older, larger baby would make it hard to get at the appendix. Our baby’s heartbeat was monitored both before and after surgery, and rather than putting Bethany to sleep, a local anesthetic was used. The one redeeming part of this experience came before the surgery, when Bethany’s appendix was examined by ultrasound and we were able to see our baby cruising around his amniotic home. (I say "his" — we asked the technician not to tell us, but it looked like a he to us.)

We were amazed at our baby’s development at only four months of age, when Bethany was hardly "showing" at all and could feel none of his movements. There on the ultrasound screen we could see clearly his head and skull, spine and ribs, arms and legs, hands and feet. Even a tiny heart was beating—at a rate of 160, to be exact. We watched in wonder as he kicked, fluttered, and twirled about, quite oblivious to his mother’s condition.

For new fathers, especially, it’s difficult to fathom that inside your wife is a whole little person waiting to be introduced to the world. The ultrasound technician printed out several photos for us to keep, and later — as I sat in an empty waiting room at 2 a.m. taking advantage of the free cappuccino machine — I looked at the photos and wondered how the little guy was doing about now. In one picture, his mouth was open and it looked like he was trying to say something. Above his head, the technician had typed "Hello!"

It was now the evening after surgery, and Bethany needed rest more than anything. There were two television sets in every room, and Bethany’s roommate watched talk shows all day. While she struggled to sleep, Jerry Springer’s guests screamed at each other. By midnight, after Jay Leno’s monologue, the television was finally turned off. Bethany at last fell asleep. I sank into my chair, next to her bed, and closed my eyes.

Then the lights came on. Bethany squinted under the glare, looking disoriented. The doctor stood over her, shuffling through some papers on a clipboard. "How are you feeling tonight?"

"Tired," Bethany answered. I wished the doctor could take a hint and leave us in peace.

The woman announced that she was an obstetrician. After reviewing Bethany’s history and asking a few questions, she scribbled something down on her clipboard and stated that she was ordering a routine test for tomorrow morning.

"What kind of test?" Bethany asked, still half asleep.

"An Alpha-Feto Protein screen," she explained. We asked what it would test for, and why we should have it now, rather than later in the pregnancy during a visit with our own doctor.

"Well, it can tell you if the fetus has neural-tube defects, Down Syndrome, or if the brain is not complete. Then, if something is wrong with the fetus, you can decide to terminate the pregnancy while it is still a safe, legal time to do so."

I looked at Bethany — she appeared to be as uncomfortable as I was. This was a Christian hospital, affiliated with an evangelical denomination. Being told that we might want to abort our child was the last thing we expected, or wanted to argue about under the circumstances. I tried to deflect the question. "We’ve talked about the different tests available with our own doctor, and we aren’t going to have that one."

"Now is the ideal time. If you wait until you are further along, it might be too late," she continued coldly. "The hospital strongly recommends the test, because parents might hold us liable if they have a disabled child. They will ask, ‘Why didn’t you warn us?’"

"But we’re not going to have an abortion — under any circumstance. It wouldn’t matter what disabilities our baby had. We’re not going to have the test."

"Well, I can’t force you to have any test if you don’t want it," the doctor shot back, and left as quickly as she had come. Bethany started to cry.

My tears came later, after Bethany had fallen back asleep, when I picked up the ultrasound photos again. In one, nearly every bone in his arm and hand was strikingly visible. He seemed to be waving for the camera—shamelessly soaking up the limelight even at such a young age. "Hello!"

I wished the doctor were there, so I could ask her, what is this a picture of?

Even science alone verifies that it is a human being. At the moment of conception, sperm and egg unite to form something entirely different — a genetically-complete, self-determining organism, entirely unique and distinct from its parents. The mere presence of that newly conceived baby — far too small to be seen except through a high-powered microscope — is enough to trigger a complete readjustment of his mother’s hormone levels, preparing her to nurture the new life growing inside her womb. Left to normal biological processes, this organism will develop continuously from zygote, to fetus, to infant, to toddler, to teenager, and so on, with no substantial change to its being.

But science cannot tell us whether this human being has any intrinsic value. If we aren’t happy with the baby we’ve conceived, if a test shows that there’s "something wrong" with him, if he’s going to have a low IQ, if he has a terminal defect and will die within a few years anyway — wouldn’t it be better to "terminate the pregnancy"?

The Bible tells us that man is created in the image and likeness of God. This is not a scientific statement, but a poetic one. The image of God cannot be observed under a microscope or detected by an ultrasound scan — but it can be expressed in a poem.

In a hymn to the Creator, the psalmist writes:

Thou didst form my inward parts;
Thou didst weave me in my mother’s womb.
I will give thanks to Thee, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made....
(Psalm 139: 13–14)

If this poetry can be believed, each human person is a masterpiece of God’s craftsmanship. Life is a gift to be received joyfully; it is not a creation of man, and we have no right to destroy it.

If each person we encounter bears the divine image, none should be exploited or used. Each of us — irrespective of size, age, or intelligence — is unique, irreplaceable, and invaluable. The only response to a human person is love.

If we are each created in the image of God, whatever we do to another person, we ultimately do to God himself. Jesus said, "Truly I say to you, to the extent that you did it to one of these brothers of mine, even the least of them, you did it to me" (Matthew 25:40).

Jesus made it clear that this is especially true of children. "And He called a child to Himself and set him before them, and said, ‘Truly I say to you, . . . whoever receives one such child in My name receives Me’" (Matthew 18:2, 5).

The Apostle Paul writes that faith is "the assurance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." But faith is not only about things unseen. There is another kind of faith—the faith to see, hear, and understand what is right in front of our noses.

For the heart of this people has become dull,
And with their ears they scarcely hear,
And they have closed their eyes;
Lest they should see with their eyes,
And hear with their ears,
And understand with their heart and return,
And I should heal them.
(Matthew 13:15)

To see the world around us for what it truly is, we must open our eyes — not just the literal eyes of our heads, but the poetic eyes of our hearts. To be healed is to be made whole. Head and heart, science and poetry, reason and faith — these are not supposed to be opposites, but complementary ways of seeing reality. They are reconciled in the unity of truth.

Just past 1 a.m., tired but unable to sleep, I tried my best to curl up comfortably on a small plastic chair next to Bethany’s hospital bed. Looking again at my baby’s ultrasound pictures, I tried to picture clearly in my mind’s eye what was so roughly suggested in the grainy black and white photos. I saw the delicate tapestry of flesh and blood and bone, woven together in the secret depths of my wife’s body. I saw an irreplaceable person, never to be repeated again on this earth. I saw an embodied soul who will live forever, and for whom I am eternally responsible. I saw the visible image of the invisible God.

Sam Torode lives and works at home in Wisconsin with his wife, Bethany. Together, they are authors of the book Open Embrace: A Protestant Couple Rethinks Contraception, forthcoming from Eerdmans in spring 2002.

Reprinted with permission from Boundless Webzine and the author. All rights reserved.


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To: fone
Great, thanks.
21 posted on 10/12/2001 10:28:10 PM PDT by patent
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To: patent
I think if you fail to use semi-colons it may be problematic. I tried to reply to two folks earlier and couldn't see the extra handle until I separated them thus.

Must be one of those things "Seen AND Unseen" ... lol =)

22 posted on 10/12/2001 10:47:41 PM PDT by Askel5
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To: MHGinTN
I respect you as a Fellow Traveller in the prolife movement. I believe in the depth of your convictions on this score.

Here comes the "but": aren't you curious as to why contraception was prohibited by all Protestant denominations until the Lambeth Conference of 1930?

Here's what the Catechism states: "So the Church, which is 'on the side of life,' teaches that 'it is necessary that each and every marriage act remain ordered per se to the procreation of human life.' 'This particular doctrine, expounded on numerous occasions by the Magisterium, is based on the inseperable connection, established by God, which man on his own initiative may not break, between the unitive significance and the procreative significance which are both inherent to the marriage act.'"

When Protestants reject the excluding of God's role in all marriage acts, a more profound understanding of God as the author of life will commence. As it stands, you actively exclude God when you choose to (as opposed to NFP which is simply calculated restraint), and you are in disobedience. But of course I realize this is based on your misunderstanding, and hence my elation at the title of the book by the author in question.

I salute everything else you say!

23 posted on 10/13/2001 2:39:28 AM PDT by jobim
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To: victim soul
This happened to my wife and I. We were expecting the question. My wife said, "I don't want amniocentisis. We'll take what we get."

The nurse turned her back to us, wiped her eyes, and turned back around with her eyes still wet. I guess she doesn't hear that too often.

24 posted on 10/13/2001 6:08:58 AM PDT by Aquinasfan
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To: patent
Thank you.

Among other things, the article describes the hospital atmosphere very well: complete inability to get a moment of rest and surly personnel preoccupied with legal matters.

So, how do the new bumps work? One difference is that one can't bump nonexisting persons. Is there a description somewhere? It is a bit disorienting not to see the entire list.

25 posted on 10/13/2001 6:16:01 AM PDT by annalex
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To: patent
I can't understand how someone who holds so many babies could want to get rid of them.

I will never forget standing in a pro-life rally that was protesting Geraldine Ferraro when she was running for VP. Across the road from us were abortion proponents who had their children front and center holding signs saying "Support a woman's right to choose". It was nearly enough to bring tears to my eyes.

26 posted on 10/13/2001 6:43:48 AM PDT by Straight Vermonter
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To: MHGinTN
WHile your point about contraception may have merit as it applies to barrier contraceptions it does not with chemical contraception. The pill aims to prevent ovulation but it is not entirely successful in this. As a backup measure it also prevents implantation. In these cases a woman does not know she has become pregnant but a tiny life has still been snuffed out.
27 posted on 10/13/2001 6:50:54 AM PDT by Straight Vermonter
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To: patent
The OB/GYN "cared" about giving them information they didn't ask for, but didn't care about the patient getting some much needed rest. She should be ashamed of herself.
28 posted on 10/13/2001 7:02:35 AM PDT by ELS
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To: D-fendr
Head and heart, science and poetry, reason and faith — these are not supposed to be opposites, but complementary ways of seeing reality. They are reconciled in the unity of truth.

A profound statement that is relevant to an earlier conversation we had.

29 posted on 10/13/2001 7:08:25 AM PDT by ELS
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To: victim soul
An obstetrician once made the mistake of recommending this test to my wife who was carrying our fourth child, since our third child had Down Syndrome. She proceeded to excoriate him with a magestic, unbridled fury that was a sight to behold. He never did that to us again.

I would have had no compunction at all about telling that bag of human vomit called an obstetrician in the story that she had "terminated her mother's pregnancy" by being born, and to get the h**l out of the room before I called the police.

Cordially,

30 posted on 10/13/2001 7:33:00 AM PDT by Diamond
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To: annalex
So, how do the new bumps work? One difference is that one can't bump nonexisting persons. Is there a description somewhere? It is a bit disorienting not to see the entire list.
Try clicking here, and if that doesn’t work (I’m not sure about the new page urls) do a search for “recent changes.” To find John Rob’s thread on it. I agree that it’s a bit disorienting, but if it saves me having to bump 14 times, I’ll take it. You might not want too, since your bumps on your threads have style. Mine are just carpet bombing, crude, but effective.

patent  +AMDG

31 posted on 10/13/2001 8:19:13 AM PDT by patent
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To: patent
Got your ping!
32 posted on 10/13/2001 8:32:56 AM PDT by firewalk
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To: patent
Thanks for the bump.. My wife and I had a very similar discussion with our Doctor (U.S. Army, Fort Bragg, NC) The ONLY purpose of that test is to encourage ABORTIONS!!... Many people fail to understand the number of FALSE POSITIVES this test produces and therefore the number of "convieniently justified" killings of another human being

May God Help America!!

David

33 posted on 10/13/2001 8:35:58 AM PDT by davidosborne
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To: victim soul
This is beautiful. We've got to get our moral bearings back..the thought that abortion has become so common place in the US that this scene would happen in a Christian aflliiated hospital is an abomination.
34 posted on 10/13/2001 8:39:59 AM PDT by pgkdan
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To: patent
Thanks for the bump on this story, patent. A friend of mine with a one-year-old does wonderful imitations of his baby when she could only be seen with ultrasound (coy, flirtatious little side shots, joyful front shots . . .). He's exaggerating of course, but he says the sense of life is so profound that he doesn't understand how anyone who has seen 3-D ultrasound of their child can ever again be in favor of abortion.
35 posted on 10/13/2001 12:23:36 PM PDT by firebrand
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To: patent
We knew from Month 4 that our #10 child was a physical wreck and would not likely make it long, if at all. My wife and I persevered, and St. Max now watches over all of us--and has been quite an intercessor for troubled babies, BTW.

We also had the death-squad MD's (at an allegedly Catholic hospital) asking if we really wanted to continue nutrition/hydration. Were I sentient when we were asked, I might have asked the MD if HE wanted continuing nut/hyd for himself--oh, well.

36 posted on 10/13/2001 2:11:14 PM PDT by ninenot
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To: ninenot
A bump to that.
37 posted on 10/13/2001 2:13:40 PM PDT by patent
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To: victim soul
Just sent this to my son and daughter in law; yes, proud grandma here!
38 posted on 10/13/2001 5:47:57 PM PDT by Salvation
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To: victim soul
To tell the truth, I have no objection to taking the test itself -- in fact, I have had the test performed twice myself. It is what happens AFTER the test that concerns me.

We here on FR have all seen the miraculous photographs of baby Samuel, who had corrective surgery performed IN UTERO to fix his spina bifida -- presumably after his mother had undergone an Alpha Fetal Protein test and amniocentisis. It is for this reason that I'd go ahead and have the tests again, should God grant me the boon of another child -- because today, there ARE some things that can be fixed. But we have to be aware that there's something wrong before we can fix it.

Unfortunately, it seems that many parents are unwilling to deliver less-than-perfect children, and take advantage of the information they receive from these tests. I don't know how to fix that problem -- it is a problem of the soul, and it is very, very sad.

Needless to say, it wouldn't matter to me one bit what the results of an AFP or amnio were. Any baby that's growing inside me is going to be deliverd, come Hell or High Water.

Regards,

39 posted on 10/13/2001 7:11:52 PM PDT by VermiciousKnid
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To: victim soul
An anti-abortion bump.
40 posted on 10/13/2001 7:21:06 PM PDT by Hemlock
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