Oh, no. I’m so sorry. You have our prayers on the loss of your husband, may he rest in peace.
I feel like it may be trite to say, given your spate of rotten things happening to you over the past year, but I do hope things turn around for you and you don’t lose faith or hope.
Again, my deepest sympathies and prayers to you. I’ll ping a few folks here, hopefully they can offer some prayers for solace in your time of need.
Thank you my dear friend.
You’re an angel.