God is the author of salvation. IF one BELIEVES HIM and does as Herequires
believes Whom He sent for their redemption then it is God Who wants that one to bel;ieve he is saved. IF you were more a student of the scriptures you would have found that instruction rather than trying to support doubting. If you do not presume He keeps His word then you will flounder around, striving to obtain that which ONLY God can Give by His Grace honoring His Deliverer not your strivings.
Take the 'you' and 'your' as generic, so you don't presume I am attacking you. I am however assaulting your belief system which opens doors to doubt the Promises of God. No org can guarantee His Promises, nor can it nullify His intent.