The hope of Chinese to see Christians in reality now rests not on Catholics but on Orthodox and Protestants.
“A Pharisee in the council named Gamali-el, a teacher of the law, held in honor by all the people, stood up and ordered the men to be put outside for a while. 35And he said to them, "Men of Israel, take care what you do with these men. 36For before these days Theudas arose, giving himself out to be somebody, and a number of men, about four hundred, joined him; but he was slain and all who followed him were dispersed and came to nothing. 37After him Judas the Galilean arose in the days of the census and drew away some of the people after him; he also perished, and all who followed him were scattered. 38So in the present case I tell you, keep away from these men and let them alone; for if this plan or this undertaking is of men, it will fail; 39but if it is of God, you will not be able to overthrow them. You might even be found opposing God!" (Acts 5:34-39)
Please be born again which isn’t the Catholic Church but a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. Repent and ask for forgiveness and be washed white as snow by the blood of Jesus for your sins past present and future.
There is a Chinese Catholic underground church - and it is going and growing strong.