I'm a deep dark sinful man. I'm also rapidly approaching 70 years of age.
I haven't been to Mass in about 5 weeks. I'm way past ready to return. I also need my EM job because I need it for my soul. I never liked the tongue routine but never shied away from them. If a parishioner offers me his tongue, he gets the Host just like always. Maybe he or she needs it like I do.
It says right here normal humans can't continue to exist in the anti-social way we are now required to exist. As Winston Churchill said so eloquently a long time ago, "It is better to die than to live as slaves."
I, myself, have never touched the Body of Christ with my hands, and I never will. I refrain from doing so for my soul.
Then you should have never been permitted to be a Eucharistic Monster.