And you KNOW this how?
Read POST 38.
After he betrayed Christ who did he go to as he thought of his deed? Did he go to Jesus for forgiveness? NO. He seeks absolution from the same people who’s goal was to have Christ crucified.
He betrayed Jesus with a kiss. He betrayed him for money. Show me from the BIble where he repented of his sin before the ONE who could forgive his sin.
Why did he commit suicide? He was trying to escape his guilt.