I know God loves me. I know He is guiding me, with gentle nudges and firm shoves, in the way He wants me to go. I know that for me to be with Him forever is the ultimate goal.
But why we are traveling this path with the mud rather then that one with the pretty flowers? I have to admit, I am clueless and likely will remain so this side of Glory.
There are “doubts,” there are questions, and then there are ultimate mysteries.