Are you saying that you never made your First Communion? That doesn’t jive with tidbits of your story on other threads.
Sure I did.
But it wasn't until I CHOSE to accept Him as an adult that He entered my life.
All those years of taking communion never affected the kind of change in my life that surrendering to Him did.
So tell me this. If eating Jesus is the way to have Him in your life, why the need to repeat it all the time? God promised He would never leave us or forsake us.