I really want(ed) to go back to the church of my youth.
I kept imagining that it would cease its swing to the left and get back to religion. ‘Twould seem that boy boinking priests and commie ideology would someday be perceived to be not very good Christian policy.
However, evidently, I’m wrong.
Oh well, thankfully there are other churches.
Find a church with a Tidentine or Maronite Mass. You will not be disappointed.