“The only thing that keeps me going is the belief that, in some way, God has a plan and a reward for me. If that’s not true, my life was already wasted.”
Having physically died and experienced Heaven during a bout of meningitis over twenty years ago, I miss that wonderful feeling of being home and have often cried in sorrow asking God to either use me or let me come home. It was through these many experiences that I realized that Jesus’ great sacrifice was lowering himself to our level to teach us, not going home to be with our Father. I have no fear of death now, and actually look forward to it. The only reason I have the willpower to stay here is that “in some way, God has a plan for me.” My reward is in going Home (again)!!
Thank God for your beautiful testimony, dear tired&retired!
Thank you for your words.