I never left the Church; my bishop told me there was no place in the church for people like me (Conservative, Traditionalist). I have not been invited back by any of the succeeding bishops.
I’m not a bishop, just a poster who is a Catholic. Find a Latin Mass close to you and sit down and talk with the priest about this issue.
I invite you back and I bet he will invite you back also.
Even the Novus Ordo Mass has true translations now. Very conservative and reverent.