Never been a JW.
Haven’t been in a Kingdom Hall for twenty years.
Never been baptized by ‘any’ religion.
No crisis.
And I find it Very Hard to believe that you are a JW because the Last place a JW would be is in a ‘political forum!’
Your seeing throughers <—(made up word)need some adjusting my friend.
If I were a JW, I would be a very bad JW. They tend to disfellowship people who call the religion a cult and who call them out on their policy on child molesters. I’m not a JW. In fact, I’m a member of a local support group for former JWs.