[Antoninus]

You hold there are two gods? One good and one bad? For there is only one. And he created everything for a purpose. Get away from me, polytheist!

Based on your profile page, I'm going to assume you had a terrible marriage and have now altered your personal philosophy to fit your moral state. That is sad but understandable for it is what we weak humans often feel forced to do to provide a rationalization when we have transgressed moral law.

But the force pushing us to rationalize our morals and excuse our bad behavior isn't God--far from it!

I will pray for you.

[bvw]

You are ever ready to be full of many empty and false assumptions, so it would seem.