Representing myself in Federal Court was a wonderful adventure. It was a Federal court located in the southern district of Florida (just to be consisitent) and the Eleventh Circuit Federal Court of Appeals. I learned more than I could have possibly imagined about myself, the law, and God. And I do attribute every good thing in my life(including bipolar)to God. I’ve never heard anyone prove that He does not exist. Anyone who tries is living on faith just as much as I am.
Nobody is arguing with you about the existence of God. But the purpose of going to court is not to “learn about yourself, the law, and God” or to have “a wonderful adventure”. Either the reasons you gave in your post for why the school expelled you are not accurate (and are not the same ones the school presented in its defense in court) or the school did indeed give evidence of the threats in court, despite your claim that they did not.
It was very, very unwise to try to represent yourself in this court case (and perhaps unwise to bring the matter to court at all). I have no idea what happened in the courtroom, but in your post, your fail to even mention the cause(s) of action under which you brought the case, and so there’s no reason for anyone reading your account to think you were treated unfairly. Your belief that being a legal resident of Pennsylvania suing a Florida resident corporation in a federal court located in Florida had something to do with the outcome of the case, is a symptom of disordered thinking.
God has provided a world in which there are many avenues to get help for psychiatric disorders. Thumbing your nose at those avenues and pretending you’re doing just fine, is turning down God’s generous gifts.
Are you currently employed? If not, how are you supporting yourself?