Nobody is arguing with you about the existence of God. But the purpose of going to court is not to “learn about yourself, the law, and God” or to have “a wonderful adventure”. Either the reasons you gave in your post for why the school expelled you are not accurate (and are not the same ones the school presented in its defense in court) or the school did indeed give evidence of the threats in court, despite your claim that they did not.
It was very, very unwise to try to represent yourself in this court case (and perhaps unwise to bring the matter to court at all). I have no idea what happened in the courtroom, but in your post, your fail to even mention the cause(s) of action under which you brought the case, and so there’s no reason for anyone reading your account to think you were treated unfairly. Your belief that being a legal resident of Pennsylvania suing a Florida resident corporation in a federal court located in Florida had something to do with the outcome of the case, is a symptom of disordered thinking.
God has provided a world in which there are many avenues to get help for psychiatric disorders. Thumbing your nose at those avenues and pretending you’re doing just fine, is turning down God’s generous gifts.
Are you currently employed? If not, how are you supporting yourself?
Do you believe that everybody who goes to court gets the justice to which they are entitled? That makes me wonder how you could have accused ME of disordered thinking. And you did say that you “have no idea what happened in the courtroom.” Further, I did not file the lawsuit to “learn about myself, the law, and God.” T
ose were by-products of my attempt to be compensated for the damages I incurred.
Contrary to your assumption that I am “thumbing my nose” at treatment, I have stated in other posts that I have been in treatment continuously since 1994 and have not missed even one dose of medication in 3 years.
I am not currently employed. 18 years after first being diagnosed, I applied for was awarde social security disability benefits. However, not being currently employed does not change the fact that bipolar is a blessing to me. One can be greatly blessed regardless of whether he has a job. Am I not free to decide for myself what is a blessing in my life? Or is that determination the province of a shrink?