Weve all heard parents say, Im only doing this because I love you and This hurts me more than it hurts you. Perhaps only when we ourselves become parents can such statements make sense to us!
Like a parent disciplining his or her child, the Spirit has some pretty hard things to say in these two letters. You have the reputation of being alive, but you are dead, he tells members of the church in Sardis. I have not found your works complete in the sight of my God. Repent. To those in Laodicea he says: Because you are lukewarm, neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth . You are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked (Revelation 3:1-3,16-17).
How can we face such condemnations? Only by remembering the principle, Those whom I love, I reprove and chastise (Revelation 3:19). If God didnt love us so much, our well-being wouldnt concern him, and our mistakes wouldnt matter to him. And because God loves us so much, he gives us the grace to respond to his correction. He invites us, as he invited the Laodiceans, to open the door so that Jesus can enter our house and dine with us (3:20).
Only in such intimacy can we find the courage to face our shortcomings, repent, and allow Gods love to change us.
Jesus doesnt expect us to change everything at oncejust as he didnt expect Zacchaeus to become perfect overnight. All Zacchaeus had to do at first was come down from the tree. Then Jesus invited him to open his home. In the joy of fellowship with Jesus, Zacchaeus found the grace to change his lifestyle in very specific ways.
Is there a line in this reading that strikes me as particularly apt? Am I lukewarm, straddling the fence about something? Am I self-satisfied, failing to recognize how much I need God? Is there some work I began with good intentions but havent continued? Ask these questions honestly in the full light of Gods unconditional love. Then ask what step God may be inviting you to take today.
Holy Spirit, help me to believe in the love you have for me. In the light of that love, show me today how you are inviting me to draw closer to you.
Psalm 15:2-5; Luke 19:1-10