I have not been sleeping lately. It has been very hard.
Today, after this mornings sermon, I feel I finally found my answer: "Stay Here."
I am totally trusting Christ in this. A friend of mine sang a beautiful song on accoustic guitar for me:
Your Miracle awaits you
Your Miracle awaits you
Your Miracle awaits you............Amen
This morning’s sermon at church was for me. The pastor mentioned that there had been a lot of attacks on the church body in physical afflictions. Then the youth pastor prayed and prayed for things like “cancer, allergies, and other things”.
You could have knocked me over with a feather. Nobody ever prays for allergies like that, mentioning them in the same sentence as something like cancer.
Then the pastor said he was all set to preach a message on missions but the Lord told him to preach on the healing of Nahum’s leprosy.
I felt pretty bad this morning and only briefly considered not going but felt compelled to. Now I know why. I sure am glad I didn’t miss it.
Not healed yet but God certainly had that for me, although I’m sure others felt the same way today.