>>I pray for your eternal soul that you are right in your guessing.<<
Honestly, I pray for you too.
I don’t assign Our Lord hardhearted emotions that would turn away sincere praise for him.
If you are lead by the Holy Spirit to do that, hey float your boat.
I’m not.
NAsbU 2 Timothy 4:2 preach the word; be ready in season andb'SHEM Yah'shua
out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort, with great patience and instruction.