You make assumptions about me and then declare a problem I “must” face. Nice try. One thing I am sure of - God’s Word is True and was discovered as such before any pope drew a breath. No church fathers wrote the Bible nor searched it out - God revealed what He had authored as Scripture, the Gnostic so-called Gospels were rejected from the beginning because they did not comport with what was known as Scripture from the Apostles appointed by God to write it.