I did it!
No wait, GOD, did it!
Confirmed and communed, last night, praise God! I don't even have words to express how filled with joy I was and am still. God is SO good.
My friends three children were baptized. She was beyond words too! She is recently divorced and the hardest thing of the entire evening for her was watching her children interact with their Dad (in his own fake way.) I just told her to keep looking for the positive!