And though I attended mass with my family on Christmas and Easter, I felt a bit superior, thinking I knew more than they did about God.
Then, many factors caused me to reconsider. One of them was the thought that if I knew so much about God, I should be sharing it with my neighbors and community.
So last year I signed up for RCIA classes and have been amazed at how little I knew about God, and about how much there was for me to learn from them! So,now I'm nearing Holy Week, and my entry into the church, and I feel more spirtiually invigorated than I have in years. I continue to attend my 12 step meetings, and they have been greatly enhanced because of my new RCIA experience.
Your story brings tears to my eyes! Welcome home!
May God bless you and your family during the Easter Vigil Mass and throughout the new year as a neophyte!