OK, and under normal circumstances I would be delighted to have a pleasant Christian to Christian discussion about it with you. I was told this is not the thread to do that, though. I have no desire at all to spoil anything for my Catholic brothers and sisters.
You are very kind and at this point, a better Christian than I am.
Here is a little prayer I just found:
Prayer
Lord, may I refrain from all violent words and deeds, and help make my part of this world a more peaceful place.