***It is not monsterous to me.***
You don't see it as monsterous that God would positively will those things we spoke of?
***By societies mores, and whatever it is inside of me that is my conscience.***
What if your conscience disagres with society's mores?
***As you said, when God tells me to think differently, then I'm sure I will.***
You see stuartcr, that's just the very thing! He has told you to think differently! He does every day in the Bible. Let the Bible inform you about God. Let the Bible be your guide as to what is the will of God and waht God is like. Will you do that?
No, as I believe God to be above that which we may consider monstrous.
Then I pay the price.
Apparently He hasn't, or I would believe differently.