[stuartcr]

No, as I believe God to be above that which we may consider monstrous.

Then I pay the price.

Apparently He hasn't, or I would believe differently.

[Dr. Eckleburg]

IMO you are correct, Stuart, that God has given you a certain "belief."

That belief, however, doesn't appear to be a Trinitarian, saving faith in Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior, who died to pay for our sins so that we would see Paradise with Him.

I encourage you to read the Bible and see if God has another, richer path for you to follow. I have every confidence that if it is there, by His grace, you will find it.

[PetroniusMaximus]

***Apparently He hasn't, or I would believe differently.***

How long would you survive if you held the same attitude towards eating that you do towards finding out the truth?

I.E. "If God didn't want me to be hungry then He would have have food fall from the sky into my mouth."

You would go hunting for food pretty soon I'de bet!