Confessions of a young mind

me | 07/02/03 | 4mycountry

[4mycountry]

To all who post on FreeRepublic,

I believe the time has come to speak to you on a matter that what I feel is greatly important.

I have been on FR, posting since a week after the September 11th attacks. And..... at that time..... I was 11. I am 13 now. You may have thought I was a grown adult, with a family and kids. Nope. Never happened.

I thought that no one would accept me here, being a kid...no one would take me seriously or respect my opion, or want to hear it, for that matter. Alot of kids have their brain melting inside their head. So, I made up an adult me, and everyone seemed to enjoy it. It was fine, all fine.

But truthfully, it's been on my mind since the day I signed up, and now I'm coming clean. I'm so sorry to all of you, and I may have hurt a few people just now. Once again, I'm truly sorry for all the trouble I've caused.

I specifically want to apologize to:

-Jim Robinson. Sir, I am sorry for what I've done. I've broken the rules like a total idiot. If I wanted respect I should have shown it, and I utterly failed to do so. If you feel I must be banned from here, I understand 100%. Go ahead if you wish. But, if you can find it in your heart-of-hearts to forgive me, I will be forever grateful to you, and will be 100% honest from now on.

-The AdminModerator. Everything I said to Jim Robinson goes for you as well. I am deeply sorry for all that I've done.

-Zavien Doombringer and the other Viking Kitties. I've worked along side you fellows in ZOTing trolls, yet I very well could be considered a troll myself. I've led you to believe that I was a grown man, when really I'm just a teenager. You have all been wonderful to me, and I'm sorry for the toes I'm stepping on and the feelings I'm hurting. My apologies to all of you.

And now, my apology to all the FReepers out there:

I'm going to be blunt. I'm a jerk, a lousy coward, and a liar. I've been crooked about my entire self for the past 2 years. I apologize to all of FR for what I've done, even though none of you really knew about it. Still, that's no excuse. I apologize to everyone.

Again, if you feel banning is the appropriate measure, than by all means, ban me. I deserve it. But if you can forgive me and my arrogance, I would be totally grateful, and I won't live this lie again, not here, not anywhere.

Thank you all for your time, and the past 2 years that you have given me.

Sincerely yours, 4mycountry

[Quix]

Strongly agree. Thanks for saying it so well.

[Treebeard]

Whisky Papa was unfortunately NOT fully banned, as he should have been. He is a troll, a very persistent, annoying and mentally ill one at that.

[4mycountry]

13

female

Homeschooled since 3rd grade, currently in grades 8-10.

Want to be a voice actor as a career.

Love FReeping.

[Axenolith]

So, you're one of those guys who won't kiss the frog eh ;)

[Treebeard]

I vote you stay.

[Tijeras_Slim]

38?
32?

I been hanging out with whipper snappers! :)

[Constitution Day]

I am indeed a whipper snapper. Hell, I still get carded sometimes when I buy beer.

[4mycountry]

Long time no ping!

[Pan_Yans Wife]

:)

[Tijeras_Slim]

You can stay.

We just need to have a post from your mother. :)

[stands2reason]

Female, married, 35, no kids.

[Constitution Day]

13

Now SHE is a whipper snapper! :)

[Textide]

I think it's a sign of respect for the forum by feeling as if you've somehow harmed it (and felt bad enough to issue an apology). Don't worry about it.

Oh, and I'm twice 13 and should be working.

[Zavien Doombringer]

Hey, I ain't snapping my whip!

[meowmeow]

There may be hope for this country yet, young man!

psssst - I'm only 12, and have been for 27 years. Don't tell my husband.

[KansasConservative1]

Since you are 13, did your mother give you permission to post this on the internet? ;-) Hang around. You will be "all growd up" someday.

[SarahW]

Can't you Zot this "kid"?

This isn't a confession, it's a troll maneuver.

Hoping to thresh out a freeper sicko or two, no doubt.
Not that it's impossible that there may be one or two about but I don't think trolls should be put up with. 4mycountry should get the boot.

[ewing]

Homeschooled! No wonder you are in 10th grade at age 13..have you decided where you might want to go to college?

[Constitution Day]

I disagree and don't think she is a troll. Your mileage may vary.

[Treebeard]

Well, thanks for steering this thread down a really sick sidetrack! I think you're heavily down in the vote, however.