I see things differently. I met my wife when I was 19 years old. We were married for 31 years. We had two children during those years. She died in February 2021 and I still feel lost today. Thank God I still have my kids that she gave me. I understand what you’re saying if you feel you wouldn’t find a good woman. But if you were ever lucky enough to find a loyal and loving woman you would be truly blessed. It’s funny because today I feel a little like what you say. I will be single the wrest of my life.
I’m sorry for your loss. It’s hard. My wife died in September 2021, so you’re a few months further down this road than I am.
If you want to talk, I’m available.