I’m sure the tears will flow...I just don’t know when. I, too, am very relieved that she no longer suffers, but we sure do miss her. Hubby especially, since he spent so much time with her even before she came to stay with us.
They’ll probably flow at her funeral. That’s when I cried for my dad when he passed.
Or you might cry tonight when you go to bed. The tears will come when they’re ready.
You’ll both miss her for a long time, especially your hubby. :-(