Unless you have lost a child, you just don’t understand. My daughter and only child died in her sleep, so they had to do an autopsy to determine cause of death. She was a healthy 29 year old who had a baby 18 months before with no complications. It took them six months to finally come to the conclusion that she died of cardiac arrhythmia. In my mind, I know it was necessary, but I still have nightmares knowing they dissected my daughter’s body. Grief killed my husband. My grief will last until I die.
I am so sorry
My heart breaks for you. I hope stories of her are up on the web for others to read and keep her memory alive.