No more than a concentration camp inmate "choosing" to eat a piece of moldy bread or a rat.
So you equate being gay as a means to survive and stay alive?
Not buying it.
No really.. has a friend he worked LA County jail.. the jail code was as long as you were the “pitcher” you are not gay.. if you were the “catcher” you were gay...
Sex does not equate “food”.....You can live without sex and many people have quite successfully. Today’s culture is saturated with sex (sexualizing even children as the Cultural Marxists intended (like Lukacs)-—and sexualized because of media 24/7 and physical laziness—no real life exercise needed in this ‘technological’ artificial world which disconnects all emotions from Reality and Truth/God (intentionally).
Behavior is learned and habituated. As Aristotle stated: Virtue is habit.
What people “desire” is a cultural construct —especially when unnatural.
Pederasty was always essential in homosexual cultures, like the Spartan and Samurai and today’s Afghani cultures-—because hate and dislike for women is learned and unnatural since a nurturing mother is the first humane contact a child has.
People who have warped desires were abused or neglected as young children. People who can do immoral deeds-—are immoral because they are not virtuous.
Habits are formed in childhood, and normal sexual identity formation is one which is not warped by peer rejection or by sex abuse or by neglect and emasculation by parents or culture.
Worldview is mainly formed by your environment and the attitude of parents and peers toward you, With attitudes of those around you (peer rejection) or the emasculation by not having a loving father or male role model will “normalize” any odd, unnatural “desire”. The sex drive is one of the strongest ones, so when that is warped, it will destroy all relationships and you will “see” others only with lust-—as a Means to an End. You are incapable of true Love, which is selfless always. It warps all relationships and destroys the ability to have true (same sex) friends. You can never become one with the same sex, so the void will always exist-—the meaninglessness of “life” will never cease.
Our culture since 1960 has been using operant conditioning in schools and on TV to normalize evil and vilify God/Truth/Good-—to destroy Individual Natural emotions and make sexual addicts out of our boys/girls who are dumb. Wisdom is being able to discern Good and Evil and with Classical Education destoyed, children have mush for brains. They understand none of the great ideas, philosophy, and the greatest religion-—no Christian apologetics—even in Catholic schools the curricula was destroyed in most “schools”-—for “group think” and sexual addiction-—so they have slave mentality and are easily controlled and manipulated for “happy slavery”.
Homosexual “desires” are sexism and narcissism and idolatry. It is a learned desire-—by sexualization of children which warps normal sexual identity formation. Innocence in children is a Virtue and virtue is destroyed by Sex Ed in the schools which normalize group sex and destroy the privacy and intimacy of the sex act-—reducing it to a doggy act with no meaning. Most TV does the same-—it desacralizes sex and destroys Virtue.
Without Virtue, there is no Freedom. (Socrates/The Founders).
So you will learn to enjoy homosexual sex if you have to go without normal sex for a time?
It sounds like there might be more you aren't telling us.