Oh my gosh! I am so sorry to hear that! You are a strong person. I think I’d probably curl up into a ball and be angry with God - at least for a while. The fact that you can still praise God and keep your faith in a difficult time like this speaks to the kind of people you are your wife are. I will include you, your wife, and your family in my prayers. I’ll ask that God hold you in his loving arms during this difficult time. My condelences for your loss. :(
condelences = condolences