I have more books in my library on religion than anything else. I stand by my statement.
You can think what you will of me; you have your philosophy, I have mine. I have no doubt that you think I am doomed. I believe in my own way.
And I have more books on religion in my library than anything else. Big deal. It has nothing to do with my faith.
Religion and faith are two different things. I suspect you have been burned by religion.
And you are correct to assume that I am NOT a relativist. Not all roads (or philosophies) lead to heaven.
I will be praying for you.