I've been there friend. Now may be just the time to take up the practice again.
Not trying to be pushy, I'm just saying it sure helped me out when I needed it.
I think if you'll try it you'll find you aren't nearly as alone as you think you are. Anyway that's how things worked out for me.
Best of luck.
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I gotta get some shuteye, I get to drop a starter outa a Blazer tomorrow.
(my "judge not" rule DOES NOT EXTEND to auto engineers, a DUMB eight year old kid coulda came up with a better way of mounting that starter!!! GRRRRRR!!!!)