Posted on 08/08/2006 5:57:59 PM PDT by SandRat
8/7/2006 - FORWARD OPERATING BASE TARIN KOWT, Afghanistan (AFPN) -- When a suicide bomber slammed and ignited his missile-laden vehicle into the Humvee in front of Staff Sgt. Eric Mathiasen, the Air Force medic exploded into action.
He did not think about his wife or two children, or that there was unexploded ordnance lying about. He just grabbed his medical bag and sprinted toward the blast area.
"While I was running to the wounded guy, I just hoped I could help him," Sergeant Mathiasen said. "I just hoped I wouldn't screw anything up."
He had questioned his abilities before this deployment to Afghanistan because he did not have much experience treating trauma patients. At his home base at Edwards Air Force Base, Calif., Sergeant Mathiasen is an aeromedical services craftsman.
Third time's a charm Although Sergeant Mathiasen likes his job at Edwards, with two wars raging, he always felt he could do more. Twice before he volunteered to deploy, once outside his career field as a third-country national monitor. Although he returned from those deployments satisfied, he always felt there was something more.
Then, on the Air Force Personnel Center Web site, he saw a volunteer opportunity with the Provincial Reconstruction Team. He signed up.
"The Air Force doesn't normally deploy its people for a year, and I wanted to say that I've deployed for a year," said the Tehachapi, Calif., native. "I thought I needed to prove something to myself, I guess."
As a medic with a PRT, he also was excited about working "outside the wire."
When he volunteered, his wife supported his decision, despite the obvious danger involved with the PRT mission.
"She knew how important this was for me," he said.
The enemy out there After weeks of training, he arrived here in April and knew he had found what he had been looking for -- a chance to see what he was made of.
Handwritten quotes on a white board in the PRT main office confirmed it.
One said: "Danger gleams like sunshine to a brave man's eye," Euripides, 412 B.C.
Another said: "God has fixed the time of death. I do not concern myself with that, but to be always ready, no matter when it may overtake me -- that is the way all men should live, and then all would be equally brave," Stonewall Jackson, 1862.
One only has to walk outside to know there is an uncertain environment beyond the confines of the base. Army helicopters -- some heavily armed, lethal gun ships and some medevac birds whose job is to save lives -- constantly thump the air around this remote outpost. On the Fourth of July, airfield residents witnessed their own fireworks display when Operation Mountain Thrust brought the battle to the extremists in the foothills not far from here.
These PRT members do not drive thin-skinned vehicles. Instead, they deal with the threat by convoying everywhere in Humvees in order to do their mission of providing better security, economic stability and good governance in this region. They do this by convoying to schools, government offices and police stations.
The attack Although he had been with the team for a month, at the time he still felt he was waiting for something. That is, until the vehicle-borne IED exploded May 1.
Sergeant Mathiasen was riding in a Humvee in the middle of the convoy when a suicide bomber in a car crashed into the vehicle directly ahead of him, detonating a cache of missile heads. The explosion ripped all the limbs from the extremist, but it didn't kill anybody in the Humvee.
As trained, Sergeant Mathiasen jumped out of his vehicle to help provide security, but when he heard screams of "Medic!" "Medic!" he grabbed his medical bag and ran toward the blast area.
He avoided the unexploded ordnance that littered the road.
After determining that the Soldier in the damaged Humvee had not sustained life-threatening wounds, Sergeant Mathiasen turned his attention to a young child injured by the blast.
The medic cut the clothes from the boy and couldn't feel a pulse. All his wounds were internal. Because the boy didn't have a pulse, Sergeant Mathiasen couldn't insert a much-needed IV.
If the little boy didn't receive immediate medical attention he certainly would die right there. An Afghan ambulance took the child to a nearby Afghan hospital.
Meanwhile, Sergeant Mathiasen returned to treating his teammate.
"He was quite apprehensive about his condition and his brush with death, so I didn't want to do any more to him than needed to be done," Sergeant Mathiasen later wrote in a report. "I flushed his eyes to clear them of debris, and poured some water over his hands that suffered second-degree burns. He declined pain medication, so I worked to keep him calm and provide security at the same time."
The Soldier eventually made it to a military hospital for treatment. Sergeant Mathiasen later learned that doctors tried to revive the boy by hand-massaging his heart, but to no avail. He died two weeks later.
Part of the team After that dreadful incident, the medic felt he had bonded even more deeply with the team. He felt the team trusted him more, probably because he now trusted himself. He proved to himself that he could perform his job under the most stressful life-and-death conditions.
And, now that he feels he is part of the team, he feels the paternal need to protect them, like they protect him.
"I know these guys. They have kids and wives and mother and fathers waiting for them at home," he said. "If I can, in some small part, contribute in their making it back home, then that's why I'm here."
Here, in one of the most dangerous locations in Afghanistan, Sergeant Mathiasen discovered two things that changed his life forever: confidence that he could do his job under pressure and the belief that he could contribute in a meaningful way.
Dusty Angels in Cammies
Profound.
Compare him to the vermin who grab women and children for shields. No contest in the manhood department.
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