Thursday, April 13, 2006
Like I said, I'm too nice. I should be mad at her. I should be like "Bitch, you better pay me back!" Instead, I feel bad about her paying me back. I'm pathetic. I let people walk all over me in social situations. I inconvenience myself just so other people can get what they want....
Even if I didn't discover that he was a child murderer later on, it's very clear that this is not a nice guy. He's burning with anger under the surface. What stops him from violently attacking people who piss him off is personal cowardice--the fear of social and legal consequences. Not any nobility, not any Christian sense of turning the other cheek.
I'm not mad at Melissa though. Dissappointed, but not mad. I could never be mad at her.
He's furious. He's as angry as Ted Bundy was at the brunette with long straight hair, whoever she was, who rejected him. But, because he's a "nice guy," he won't lay a hand on Melissa.
But I'd bet anything that poor Jamie Rose had some physical characteristic that reminded this loser of Melissa.