Well gotta hit the hay since we gotta be in LINE 5hrs early to be in the PARty.
I will be back with my new Chex mis.
Thank You FReinds.
Here is my letter to those family members who don't want to hear from me maybe I should post this at DU but my heart hurts that I am so un apart of the family that they think of me as a loon like my birth mother.....that is ok by me.
Hey Ya'll
I was always told I was a twin to a woman my MoM.
I knew her my first 5 yrs of life and her Mom took Grand care of me.
I was tossed to the wind but perservered at the age of 6.
The family blood line who feel hate towards her and me as her twin and perhaps the same brain nuttiness did not let me know she passed on,
THe Filipino adoptive mother let me know.
I called siblings and was greeted with the same for what ever reason you are not our family and you are just as crazy as she was we do not understand your thinking.
That is ok by me I just was upset that no one let me know my Mom by Biirth passed on.
Even though we were not together we shared many long manic letters together.
Chris remembers her as ''Now I know where your nuttti manic self came from"
My Birth Mom was a brilliant highlyeducated Woman but with the unfortunate chemical imbalance that caused much tradgedy in her life.
We, Chris and I were able to visit her in the last decade as bad as her mental freak was on.
I know every day I am a carbon copy and my blood reletives wish not to mix with me as they say she was a nightmare and I am a reminder.
I can respect that . I can't change only modify hard wire.
So best things in life move forward .
I Love YOU Bonnie June .
She was the woman that had me packing a PDR book around and writing Chinese as she studied when I was 4 yrs old..
Hate my family for not liking me but God will sort it out.
If I go to Shortstop in the Light I want to be with My Labs and my MOM.
Prayers for my heart would be ok......
Don't let those idiots get you down. Each of us are unique. NONE of us are "just like" anyone else. That's BS!
These dysfunctional people are pure poison, and I wouldn't want to be around them, much less gain their acceptance. No one should have the power to make any one feel so bad.
There is an old saying that goes "you can pick your friends, but not your family". See?
Hang in there, OP...we care. Happy New Year.
FRiendship, FRiendship
Just a perfect blendship
When other friendships have been forgot
Ours will still be hot
FRiendship, FRiendship
It's the perfect blendship
When other friendships have been forgit
Ours will still be it
FRiendship, FRiendship
It's the perfect blendship
When other friendships have been forgate
("gate"?)
Ours will still be great
A-tottle-dottle-dottle-woof-woof-woof
Hip-hip-hip
A-chick-chick-chick
A-dittle-dittle-dittle
Happy New Year, FRiend Oceanperch!
Leni
(((((oceanperch)))))
Happy New Year, and God bless!
p.s. Sad to say that it seems some of your family members have a much worse problem than they believe your "birth mom" had. Hers was caused by a chemical imbalance in her brain over which she had no choice. Theirs is caused by a spiritual imbalance of the soul, and it is completely by choice. Sad they don't seem to know what love is all about. They miss a lot of good things in life because of that, and they are apparently to ignorant to know it. Like I said...sad.