> You didn't have to tell me you were afraid of Christianity because ...
It's not true. What is it with you that makes you think that those who leave the faith are "afraid" of anything? I think I know why: you look upon the notion of apostasy with fear, so you think all others do as well. Your myopia does not control the world, however.
> You're just afraid to admit your own responsibility in this.
Incorrect. When I grew up, I put away childish things. Since Christianity had become for me a very childish thing, I put it away. People like you convinced me that it is a childish thing.
> Ignore me.
Why? And miss out on what the true core of SuperChristianity is?
You have chosen to reject God. Blaming others for it (as you do), and not your own decision is what makes you weak.
When I was a kid, I had one substitute Sunday School teacher who said that the Bible taught that Negroes were meant to be slaves to white people. What would it say about me if I rejected all the truths in God's word, and ran away from Christianity because of this ignorant, and very UN-Christ-like Christian in my past? Not much.
But, that's exactly what you have done. And you are still blaming others for your own choice. You are playing the victim, when you have made the choice yourself to ignore God's call.
I'm not any form of 'Super Christian' but I do want others to experience the love of Christ, and I share it with them.
I am powerless and weak, but God is omnipotent. It is He whom I would like you to find......and the peace that passes all human understanding.
I will leave you with the words of Jesus.....
I am the Resurrection and the Life. He that believes in Me will live, even though he dies; , yet shall he live. And whoever lives and believes in Me, will never die. Do you believe this? .....John 11: 25