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Ex-atheist describes near-death experience
Standard-Times ^ | 1/31/2004 | LINDA ANDRADE RODRIGUES

Posted on 02/04/2004 1:17:00 PM PST by yonif

DARTMOUTH -- A native son and newspaper carrier for The Standard-Times in Falmouth, Howard Storm went on to earn a master's degree from the University of California, Berkeley, and for 20 years was an arts professor at Northern Kentucky University. An avowed atheist, he believed that there was no such thing as life after death -- until the day in 1985 when he died and went to hell.

Speaking to about 125 people at Smith Mills Church last week, Mr. Storm became very emotional, often stopping to compose himself, as he described his near-death experience, which transformed his life.

In 1985, Mr. Storm, 38, and his wife, Beverly, were in Paris on the last day of an art tour. Buckled over by searing pain in the middle of his stomach, he was rushed to the hospital. Awaiting emergency surgery, he knew he was dying. He said good-bye to his wife and drifted into darkness.

Standing up, he realized he was between two hospital beds. He looked at Beverly, who was motionless, staring at the floor, sitting in the chair next to his bed. He spoke to her, but she didn't seem to hear.

As he bent over to look at the face of the body in the bed, he was horrified to see the resemblance that it had to his own face. But he knew that was impossible because he was standing over the person and looking at him.

Off in the distance, outside the room in the hall, he heard voices calling him. They were pleasant voices, male and female, young and old, calling to him in English.

"Come out here," they said. "Don't you want to get better?"

He stepped out into the hall, full of anxiety. The area seemed to be light but very hazy, and he couldn't make out any details.

He followed them shuffling along in his bare feet with the memory of pain in his belly, yet feeling very much alive. The fog thickened as they went on, and it became gradually darker.

Overwhelmed with hopelessness, he told them he would go no farther and that they were liars. He could feel their breath on him as they shouted and snarled insults.

Then they began to push and shove him about, and he began to fight back. A wild frenzy of taunting, screaming and hitting ensued. As he swung and kicked at them, they bit him.

Even though he couldn't see anything in the darkness, he was aware there were dozens or hundreds of them all around and over him and that his attempts to fight back only provoked greater merriment.

They began to tear off pieces of his flesh, and he realized that he was being taken apart and eaten alive, methodically, slowly, so that their entertainment would last as long as possible. In that wretched state he lay there in the darkness.

Suddenly remembering a prayer from childhood Sunday School class, he said, "Yea though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me."

To his amazement, the cruel merciless beings were incited to rage by his prayer. They screamed at him, 'There is no God! Nobody can hear you!" But at the same time they were backing away. He realized that saying things about God was actually driving them away, and he became more forceful. They became more rabid, cursing and screaming against God, but in time, they retreated back into the distant gloom beyond his hearing.

Alone, destroyed, and yet painfully alive in this horrible place, he yelled out into the darkness, "Jesus, save me."

Far off in the darkness, he saw a pinpoint of light like the faintest star in the sky. The star became brighter and brighter. As it came closer, he realized that he was right in its path, and he might be consumed by its brilliance.

This was a living being approximately 8 feet tall and surrounded by an oval of radiance. The brilliant intensity of the light penetrated his body. Ecstasy swept away the agony. Tangible hands and arms gently embraced him and lifted him up. He slowly rose up into the presence of the light, and the torn pieces of his body miraculously healed before his eyes.

After his words of personal witness, Mr. Storm answered questions for an additional two hours.

"He told me that he has given this talk hundreds of times, but whenever he describes these creatures, he just comes apart," said the Rev. Michael Robinson, pastor of Smith Mills Church.

After Mr. Storm's near-death experience, he entered United Theological Seminary and was ordained as a minister of the United Church of Christ. Since 1991 he has been pastor of Zion United Church of Christ in Cincinnati. He documented his near-death experience in the book "My Descent into Death and the Message of Love which Brought Me Back," published in 2000.

Earlier in the day, the Rev. Storm spoke to about 30 area faith leaders at Smiths Mills Church on the topic "Bringing Passion of the Gospel into City Ministry."

"Jesus weeps for New Bedford," he said. "He can heal addictions, broken relationships and poverty. I broke every one of the Ten Commandments. Jesus can fix what's wrong with us."


TOPICS: Culture/Society; Extended News; Philosophy
KEYWORDS: atheists; howardstorm; nde; neardeathexperience
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To: Taliesan
Luke 16:31 And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.
41 posted on 02/04/2004 2:13:31 PM PST by protest1
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To: churchillbuff
sounds like New Age

That's because it is; even the devil can reveal himself as an angel of light. Unfortunately, too many people think these NDE's are from the one true Holy God, but they're not.

42 posted on 02/04/2004 2:20:14 PM PST by realpatriot71 (It's time to build a freakin' wall!)
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To: Julliardsux
It shows up on scales. I can tell you that.

Scales are guages that measure the gravitational pull of a certain object.
43 posted on 02/04/2004 2:21:21 PM PST by RinaseaofDs (Only those who dare truly live - CGA 88 Class Motto)
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To: stanz
Was this one of those e-mails that gets periodically circulated? If so, it's probably been debunked by Urbanlegends.com

The book is on Amazon.com, and the book's description matches the story.

44 posted on 02/04/2004 2:21:41 PM PST by g35x
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To: js1138
I had a similar experience when administered "laughing gas" when I was 18.

Didn't like it too much!

45 posted on 02/04/2004 2:22:35 PM PST by whd23
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To: All
If you walk into the main office of the Democratic Underground wearing a FReeper T-shirt, the same thing will happen to you.
46 posted on 02/04/2004 2:22:46 PM PST by U S Army EOD (Volunteer for EOD and you will never have to worry about getting wounded.)
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To: realpatriot71
PLEASE,Realpatriot.I confess to having a "psychedelic"experience or two way back in ancient times and the whole NDE-dream state is nothing like that.
Or at least it wasn't for ME!
Riverman,who finds reality WAY more fascinating than drugs.
47 posted on 02/04/2004 2:22:47 PM PST by Riverman94610
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To: Vinnie
Not convincing to me.
48 posted on 02/04/2004 2:25:26 PM PST by stanz
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To: g35x
There's a lot of fiction on Amazon.com.
49 posted on 02/04/2004 2:26:27 PM PST by stanz
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To: Bush_Democrat
"I've also heard that NDE's of people who attempt suicide are often very different that the normal NDE's"

They are immediately met by a relative of History Channel's Gunnery SGT. R. Lee Ermey who says: "What the grabasstic hell were you THINKING?"

50 posted on 02/04/2004 2:27:40 PM PST by Enterprise ("You sit down. You had your say. Now I'm going to have my say.")
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To: yonif
I've read this in slightly different form. Can't remember where.
51 posted on 02/04/2004 2:29:34 PM PST by Tench_Coxe
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To: yonif
Overwhelmed with hopelessness, he told them he would go no farther and that they were liars. He could feel their breath on him as they shouted and snarled insults.

Then they began to push and shove him about, and he began to fight back. A wild frenzy of taunting, screaming and hitting ensued. As he swung and kicked at them, they bit him.

Then George W. Bush took out a huge banner with TAX CUT emblazoned on it, and the demonrats went even wilder! But at the same time they were backing away. Dubya realized that saying things about TAX CUTS was actually driving them away, and he became more forceful. "TAX CUTS!, TAX CUTS!" They became more rabid, cursing and screaming against TAX CUTS, but in time, they retreated back into the distant gloom beyond his hearing.

52 posted on 02/04/2004 2:31:04 PM PST by AmericaUnited
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To: All
Most NDEs experience very pleasant sensations. I've heard that most do not want to "come back."

Meanwhile many dismiss the experiences as brain chemical induced events at time of death to ease the fear and make death more tolerable. Nothing more.

I have always wondered if that's true then why? We evolve through many generations in order to survive. What would be the reason for any experience at time of death except to be clicked off like a light bulb. What's the point? if there is nothing after. Death has nothing to do with evolution.

It doesn't take a lot of googling to find that near death experiences have been researched by real scientists.

53 posted on 02/04/2004 2:34:20 PM PST by WilliamofCarmichael
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To: Ciexyz
When my son was barely 2 years old, he sufferred a head injury with skull fractures complicated by meningitis. The second night in the hospital he was virtually comatose all night..his mother and I held him all night and he didn't move a muscle....very shallow breathing - high fever. He aroused the next morning, about 10 hours later. When he did, he looked at us and said, "Jesus told me to tell you that I wasn't going to die!" When we said what? He repeated, "Jesus told me to tell you that I wasn't going to die!" He was only 2, and not being a particularly religious family, I'm not sure where he would have gotten the concept of Jesus at that age.
For the next year or two, although he didn't recall being in the hospital much, whenever he'd see a picture depicting Jesus, he'd get mad...and say "Why do they always show Jesus with Blue eyes? He really has brown eyes.
Take that for what it's worth, but I am convinced our little special boy met The Lord, and the Lord smiled on him!
54 posted on 02/04/2004 2:35:07 PM PST by Froggie
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To: yonif
Anticipating this very thing, God, in all of His wisdom, included the following for us in Luke chapter 16, verse 19 and following...

"There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores and longing to eat what fell from the rich man's table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores.

"The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham's side. The rich man also died and was buried. In hell, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. So he called to him, 'Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.'

"But Abraham replied, 'Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.'

"He answered, 'Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my father's house, for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.'

"Abraham replied, 'They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.'

" 'No, father Abraham,' he said, 'but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.'

"He said to him, 'If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.' "

Now who said that the Bible wasn't relevant for life today? What Jesus said in the above passage is this: listen to what the Scriptures say about this life and the afterlife. Don't depend on the 'miraculous sign' when you have God's testimony available already.

55 posted on 02/04/2004 2:36:32 PM PST by Bosco (Remember how you felt on September 11?)
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To: realpatriot71
Unfortunately, too many people think these NDE's are from the one true Holy God, but they're not.

Two questions.

Was the wording "too many" meant to imply that some do?

Even if it was the devil "pretending" isn't there something that could be said about the glorious power of Christ, even if represented imperfectly??

56 posted on 02/04/2004 2:37:18 PM PST by !1776!
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To: Blood of Tyrants
"As the question goes: If, at the end of his life, he finds that he is wrong, what has he lost? On the other hand, if at the end of your life, you find that you are wrong, what have you lost?"

Allah will sure be pissed if you made the wrong bet!

As would Shiva, Zeus, and all the other aspiring deities.
57 posted on 02/04/2004 2:37:56 PM PST by adam_az (Be vewy vewy qwiet, I'm hunting weftists.)
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To: yonif
He's one of the lucky ones.
58 posted on 02/04/2004 2:38:56 PM PST by stevio
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To: yonif
They began to tear off pieces of his flesh, ...In that wretched state he lay there in the darkness.

Suddenly remembering a prayer from childhood Sunday School class, he said, "Yea though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for thou art with me."

To his amazement, the cruel merciless beings were incited to rage by his prayer. ... He realized that saying things about God was actually driving them away, and he became more forceful. .....in time, they retreated back into the distant gloom beyond his hearing.

I'm just glad to learn that you can wait and convert at the very last second before entering hell!!

59 posted on 02/04/2004 2:39:51 PM PST by Dr._Joseph_Warren
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To: Ciexyz
Abba, the name in Aramaic for "Papa" or "Daddy" or even "Dad," is the preferred New Testament name of God...

"For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father.'" (Romans 8:15)



60 posted on 02/04/2004 2:42:22 PM PST by AnalogReigns
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