[homemom]

WOW! What a terrible experience, especially if people wouldn't help! I hope the counseling is helping the panic attacks. God's peace to you!

[hoosierpearl]

Thanks for your comments. My husband was not too far away but he didn't know what was going on, and no one went to get him either. He has been a big support for me. They're gone, I'm much better, but I still see those people who wouldn't help every week and they disgust me.

But I thought that was an understandable reason to have a problem like that and it is not understandable for Dean to have that problem in the situation he was in. I'd never put myself in a position of a lot of stress [knowingly] again and he wants to be in the bulls eye??? What kind of judgement is that?