Sorry. I don't know what to say.
I am going to be looking for something that brings me joy too soon, I think, I just of course hope it is at a time of my choosing.
I am glad you are thinking of it as an opportunity to do something different. I am sure you wish you could have timed the opportunity for your convenience instead of theirs. I sure hope you find something that brings you joy. And I bet it ain't gonna be the meeting with the attorney tomorrow! ;~D