[JenB]

No, see, that's the point I'm ashamed of. It's been taken care of, yes, but that means Jesus suffered for all my sins, and the ones I will commit - do you see what I don't like? That he was willing to pay for the sins I'd do even after he saved me - for some reason that's just as incredible as the idea that he'd die for me in the first place. It's not that I'm worried I'll reach a credit limit; it's that I'm ashamed of the fact that I'm adding to my debt daily...

[Corin Stormhands]

It's not that I'm worried I'll reach a credit limit; it's that I'm ashamed of the fact that I'm adding to my debt daily...

I understand Jen. I often feel much the same. But don't dwell there (you already know that).

Dwell here:

Lamentations 3:22-23
It is of the LORD's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.