And digging deeper, what I heard were stories of childhood loss of a parent, trauma, abuse or neglect that may have contributed to their ideation. Being “gay” was a false front to how they really felt. Depression, drug use, therapy, etc.
A friend of mine grew up in a home like that -- artsy, activist mom & sister. Two family members committed suicide.
Some people here wondered how this woman can look physically attractive. Many of them do; but their personalities make them so repellent.