You also have the right to change your mind.
I know someone who was vehement in how he was not going to have any surgeries once he reached seventy. He was just going to let nature take it's course. And then he had a major blood clot that would have been fatal if left and had surgery to remove it. His choice.
The only thing I will say is if you opt for an early exit do not put it on someone else. Your life. Your choice. Your hand. That burden belongs no where but on you.
Free advice and worth every penny.
I get orders from God through my church but thx.