OR.........
Did he have ‘help’ getting over the balcony?................
I wonder just how bad he thought he messed up and in reality how bad it truly was?
I have known people who took their life and had down times myself but I don’t know how people can get to the point of actually acting on it in a way with a few seconds before impact and no way to try to change your mind and stop.
I imagine God is with them in those seconds, just as He is available every second for everyone while alive.