I would expect you would, brother, as do I. :)
The problem is explaining it.
First one has to realize it directly and those who say they have, and I don’t doubt them, say that it can’t be explained in words to those who haven’t in a way that will cause them to see it themselves. And I don’t doubt them on that either.
And then it gets worse! Their best advice is to stop trying to see it because trying is one of the reasons, if not the main reason, that we are unable to see it.
One thing I am fairly sure of is that I haven’t told you anything you didn’t already know. LOLOL
Time is measued by sequential events, such as the tick of a clock.Thats the world of nirmanakaya
If one lives forever, there are no sequential events. Every thing is happening at the same time. Thats the world of the sambhogakaya.
Ib the dharmakaya, there is unfathomable space and luinosity which makes the opther kayas possible altogether.
Therefore it is necessary tht we be children of illusion.
In the unltimate sense, there is no time, only the present moment. Oor minds can go there.So samadhi is posible for all uman beings.